Black Family Man: 25 Things About the Black Family Man

My father is my best friend and hero. I tell him almost everything. I watch his model more than listen to his advice because, verbally, he does not offer much. Although he is not big in stature or profession, he has taught me plenty about love and responsibility. You’re the best, Pop.

I used to be a mama’s boy. Now, my mother and I barely speak. It hurts more than you know.

I got married at 25 years old. I met my wife in May 1999, started dating her in September 1999, proposed to her in October 1999 – sans an engagement ring -- and married her in December 1999. We’ve been married for nine years. Although marriage is not easy, it was the best decision of my life. I married her because she is sexy, loves sports, has no peer in the kitchen and, most of all, believes in God. My “church lady” is a bad chick (yes, she’s both) and I want to be married to her forever.

I know that my destiny is to be a teacher, writer, author and a lecturer (thanks, Brother Dreer!) I continue to struggle with the transition from one to the next, but it’s coming. I know writers reveal, and I have trouble doing that. Please pray for me.

My most glorious fraternity has taught me a lot about friendship. I love the frat and hold our ideals very close to my heart. The experience of pledging and the poems we were taught convince me that anything is possible and that pain is only temporary. I love my line brothers -- A Dying Breed Spr. '96 -- our pearl, Semeka, chapter bruhs, the entire1^st D, some bruhs in NYC and ATL J and especially, Stranded on Deathrow Spr. ’93 TI. Ya’ll raised me. Thank you.

My best friend in the whole world is my roommate from boarding school. He was the best man at my wedding and the Godfather to my son.

I think about my unborn (unconceived) daughter everyday. She has been my life’s motivation since I was 19 years old. There’s something about being a father to a girl that I find fascinating. Imagine, the chance to mold the perfect woman! Baby Sai (Shereem’s Angel Inspires) will come one day, and when she does, I pray I am able to give her the life she deserves.

I remember birthdays better than anyone you know. Test me, ask me yours, and I am willing to put money down that I know it without looking at Facebook. My wife calls me “Calendar Man” because, given enough time, I can tell you what I was doing and wearing on May 7^th, 1988. Seriously.

When I become an author, it will be mostly adolescent literature. I fell in love in with reading between the ages of 7-13 and love teaching 7^th graders, It is such an impressionable age and there is often peer pressure NOT to read (you know, be “cool” and “don’t do well in school, that’s nerdy”)

Oh yeh, I am a Marvel Comics nerd. I am proud to say that I know almost every character in the Marvel Universe, their power and their origin. Test me.

I like the duality of living in Atlanta and working in NYC. The best of both worlds of terms of culture and relationships. Most of my friends are in NYC but my wife, son, home and church are in ATL. Plus people say “good morning.” This is what keeps me grounded and reminds me that the frenetic pace of NYC is not my life; it’s my work and I like NYC money.

I do not believe in quick showers. I have a shower regiment that borders on obsessive. In the summer, I may shower three times a day. My feet never stink.

I am not a hip-hop head. Despite being from BK, I was never a back-packer, only had one pair of beef and broccoli Tims, and never twisted my hair. I’m too fresh, clean and preppy for all that.

With that said, I am not even a huge music lover. It plays a role in my life, but I do my best work in silence. I prefer music about love and like it when women sing. Mary J. Blige, Mary Mary, and Lauryn Hill. To this day, I still believe that Lauryn’s album was the most important and influential album of our generation. Much like Prince’s Sign of the Times in the late 80’s and Songs in the Key of Life and What’s Going On were in the ‘70s. My appreciation of the female voice comes from Angela Bofill. Thanks, mom.

Lastly, about music, my hip hop roots are strictly Brooklyn. I don’t like getting into the “greatest ever” debates, but Kane, Big and Jay, are my all-time favorites, are interchangeable in terms of the top spot. Yes, Rakim, KRS and Nas are in my top ten, but three non-New Yorkers are also definitely in my top ten too: Common, Outkast and Cee-lo. Erick and Parrish Making Dollars also belong near the top.

I am at my best when I exercise and read scripture in the morning. I am energized and armed to handle anything. When I miss one or both of these, I regret it all day and anticipate having difficulty.

My wife and I have three phrases/rules in our house. “Faith, family, friendship”; “no cheatin, no beatin’”; and “We will not lose.” Nine years strong.

I am impulsive. Sometimes it works, a lot of time it does not. I need to think about what I say before I say it.

I have approval addiction. What people think of me matters. I know it’s wrong and I am working on it.

I love chess. I will play anybody, anywhere, at any time. I have never, actually, played online, but I am willing to try. I once lost to a dude in New Orleans playing three people at once. He waxed me, but it was fun.

My greatest flaw is my lack of discipline. Whether it is with writing, exercise, eating or reading to my son, I need to be more consistent. Pastor AR Bernard once said that all God expects from us – and all women want from men – is to be “Strong, Decisive and Consistent.” I am working on it.

I stay in touch with people who I care about and randomly send them messages of encouragement. I like my friends and I hope you all ride with me until the end.

Baseball is my first love. I remember being six years old and finding that being at a baseball game made me happy. I can watch little league baseball all day on a bright summer day. I am so glad that my son shares this with me.

And finally, my son. He is my greatest accomplishment. His life, his joy helps me to remember that life is good. Being that we are both Virgos, we are overly sensitive and I wish he wasn’t like me in this respect. However, he is kind, generous and polite, and I like that about him a lot. His acumen and athleticism are uncanny for his age (yes, I am a super proud dad!) and I will encourage him to keep God, grace and guts as the cornerstones of his life forever. Already, he knows that daddy wants him to believe in being an “employer”, not an “employee.” My son is incredible and I love him more than words can describe.

Black Family Man